who should be blamed?

assalamualaikum..

cerita hari ni..

hari ni nak g bekas rumah sewa kt pusat komersial..

nak kemaskan semua barang2 yang mungkin mengganggu ketenteraman penghuni rumah yg dlu housemate aku..

DULU.. kisah lama yg sebenarnye xdelah lame mane pun..

kalau ikut rancangan awal, hari ahad lepas nak amek barang tu sume tp nk wat mcm mane nk dijadikan cerita, x bawak kunci umah lame lak..

so, i called the ex-housemate n asked her whether she's in the house or not.. unfortunately she went out for dinner..

so, i told her i will come on Tuesday.. but she insist that i should come that nite while 'they' were in the house..

i told her, it's okay if she's not there as i will bring my key n my intention is that i dont wanna trouble her n gang..

then, i received a call n without hesitation i just picked it up..

she said that 'we' should come while they are in the house bcoz only one of us pay the rental money, so in her opinion it should be only that one who can enter the house if they are not there..

she said, if anything lost from inside of the house, they dont wanna blame us..

in simple words, obviously they dont trust us anymore..

then, i ask myself, what are the benefit of becoming their friend all this long.. we have basically known each other since at the pre law level n now we're in part 2 of BLS(degree), n bcoz of simple thing, they have that kind of negative perception on us..

why? i think i am the one who lost my confidence on her honesty. i am the one who should lost my trust on her..but why it's the contrary..?

i simply dont get it.. who should be blamed in this case..

Tuhan sahaja yang tahu..