assalamualaikum...
hari ni mood aku x bpe nk baik... xtau la nape.. mungkin gak sbb nmpk someone yg aku slalu borak n chat kt dgn ex housemate aku...ntahla...aku da cbe lupakan n wat endah x endah dgn dorg tp sedikit sebanyak, aku sakkit hati tgok kwn yg aku percaye bergaul dgn dorg.. aku rse kwn aku tu xtau kisah kitorg dlu.. mmg aku penah cter kt dia tp atas sbb nk menjaga maruah ex housemate aku tu, aku rahsiakan nama dorg, so aku beranggapan dia xtau.. tp xpela, peristiwa tu da lme berlalu, aku xnk ungkit lg perkara tu dpn dia.. biarlah dia tahu sndri satu hari nnt, dan bukan kerana aku yg ceritakan..lau aku yg cter mesti dia rse aku sengaja nk rosakkan persahabatan dorg...apepun, walau pn sakit hati ni tgok, xpe..aku msti kuat.. lgpun, nk watpe kisah dgn dia, itu hak dia nk kawan dgn sape pn, non of my business..tutup cter.. ckupla dapat luahkan perasaan yg terpendam kt cni..lantak la lau dia bce ke ape...ape aku peduli, this is my blog, n i control it..isn't it?

hurm...semenjak dua menjak ni, aku da mula busy n as a result, aku xde mse nk wat puisi..yela, puisi tu kn lahir dri hati, lau otak da kusut mcm skrg ni, xde mse nk fikir soal hati sgt... fikir tu mmg la fikir tp xde la smpai ada mse nk wat puisi..huhu...i love to write poem.. td, mse klas language appreciation, sir alfred ada ckp.. dia kte only those who has suffered from pain can write poem... i was thinking that, maybe he was right.. most of my friends who write poem are those who has big problem in life..most poets also was those who struggled with their life n commited suicide.. tragik kn? aku pn sme.. tp aku xnk la bunuh dri.. aku msih ada org yg aku syg kt dunia ni..tp lau dorg xde, aku xtau la cmne.. can't even imagine how my life would be if i lose them? huhu...